I'm a 21-year-old mentally unstable guy from Asia. I used to be an artist/musician until I quit in September 2024. These days, I dream of being a writer, both fiction and non-fiction, and nothing else.
I started my online presence in BFDI wiki and eventually became an admin there until I was demoted due to my misbehavior at the time. I lost all interest in object shows since then.
I was also a fan of Geometry Dash and I used to make Geometry Dash icons for others, which was where my GFX artist career really took off. I also made poorly-drawn Geometry Dash fan-arts and OCs at DeviantArt back in mid-2010s and I used to terrorize a group of other Geometry Dash fan artists called Team-Geometry, which no longer exists. Since then, I've been trying to improve who I am overall.
I started making music with MilkyTracker in mid-2010s, starting with a crappy chiptune experiment (which I didn't save). It was in 2017 when I moved to Open ModPlug Tracker and made my first completed music, which was a mediocre trance remix of Adagio for Strings (I was inspired by Ferry Corsten's remix of William Orbit's cover of the original classical music). I started making proper trance music in 2020 until my retirement in 2024.
Also, from the GFX skills I learned from my Geometry Dash icon days, I made many attempts to replicate the early 2000s Metalheart aesthetics since late 2010s until I finally mastered the aesthetics in early-to-mid-2020s.
I also frequented The Mod Archive where I became a screener in late 2022 and got promoted to an administrator in September 2023, but due to the recent phenomenon of pretty much everything going to downward spiral (including online communities), I stepped down from that position, quit making art and music, and mostly stepped back from social media.
Today, most of my online presence can only be found in this site and nowhere else, and I'm planning to abandon my Bluesky account. I've never really felt Bluesky from the beginning.
Also, yes, I know this website looks dull and boring compared to a lot of other sites hosted on Neocities. And that's just the way I like it.
That's all, I guess. I plan on improving my writing skills, but it's probably going to take a long time.
You can call me flashira for short.
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Written in June 28th, 2025